The Dance of the Butterfly Princess

The Dance of the Butterfly Princess http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/ <img src="http://i208.photobucket.com/albums/bb127/iamawishforgotten/love.gif" align="left">If my conscience is a cricket then my heart is a wasp. By the way, if you're bored by this page, you can visit my website <a href="http://miraculous.skyefairy.net" target="_blank">Miraculous</a> or check out my photo blog at <a href="http://trishybear.buzznet.com" target="_blank">Buzznet.com</a> Well, that's all for now! Thanks for coming by! :D This page has been viewed <a href="http://www.statcounter.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://c40.statcounter.com/3551939/0/7b9e0b19/0/" alt="counter" border="0"></a> times since March 24, 2008. Tue, 26 Aug 2008 08:35:19 -0000 Wed, 20 Aug 2008 14:40:00 -0000 The Dance of the Butterfly Princess http://images.iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/logo http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com 100 100 done(?) i should have given up a long time ago. but i never liked the thought of "giving up". but now im done. im way fucking done. am i? http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/journal/item/58/done Wed, 20 Aug 2008 14:40:00 -0000 "said i loved you but i lied." -peter "and of all gods jokes i am the most cruel ill make you forget your friends, your faith, and your rules." everything here is quoted and have been interpreted in my head. i miss the glory of his rants and raves. http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/journal/item/57/said_i_loved_you_but_i_lied._-peter Wed, 20 Aug 2008 14:18:00 -0000 MIRACULOUS at SkyeFairy.Net » Podcast: The Heart-Shaped Lock The title says it all. My podcast in the making. >. http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/links/item/15/15 Sun, 17 Aug 2008 05:35:05 -0000 Out Tonight (Cover Blooper) Bigla na lang natawa sa gitnang part. Haha. Tas naasar yung kapatid ko. http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/music/item/40/Out_Tonight_Cover_Blooper Sat, 16 Aug 2008 13:38:17 -0000 Feel This (Enation Cover) - Bethany Joy Lenz-Galleotti *current http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/music/item/38/Feel_This_Enation_Cover_-_Bethany_Joy_Lenz-Galleotti Wed, 13 Aug 2008 10:51:26 -0000 And I love you like Jeanae loved Pete. (Podcast no. 1 feat. Fall Out Boy) Here's my first podcast ever. Hopefully I'll be doing this more often. :D Excuse my high pitched voice. I have no idea why my voice sounds like this when recorded. http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/music/item/36/And_I_love_you_like_Jeanae_loved_Pete._Podcast_no._1_feat._Fall_Out_Boy Wed, 13 Aug 2008 10:30:26 -0000 i wish/know i am right. Somewhere I know there is a light bulb flickering on and off, reminding us to dust off the old negative thoughts in the corners of our mind. It's telling us to heal old wounds and lets us hope that one day, when we have fixed the one thing that's been keeping us from achieving a goal, we would find comfort and a sense of belonging and self-fulfillment. It's the only thing I know I should believe in right now. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- I miss the roller coaster feeling. The ins and outs of being in your swings. The inability to say that I am hurt when you compare me with some other hers, when I feel like I am not good enough. Because along with those other things, you made me feel loved again even though you were like a light bulb constantly flickering on and off. You've told me things I haven't heard from other people before. And the best/worst part about it is that you made me believe that I am as foolish as I will ever be because the on... http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/journal/item/56/i_wishknow_i_am_right. Sun, 10 Aug 2008 09:42:00 -0000 i want the old peter back. :( <img src="http://i208.photobucket.com/albums/bb127/iamawishforgotten/new_clandestine_items_up_soon_two_v.jpg" align="center" width="300" height="225"> <blockquote>just as feeling the mood. some words. i cant explain a thing. i want everything. to change and stay the same. the clocks dont care about anyone or anything. heres my love for free. lets get fucked up on it. make you catatonic. just to let you know. i can make your heart slow. </blockquote> http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/journal/item/55/i_want_the_old_peter_back._ Sat, 9 Aug 2008 15:08:00 -0000 one tree hill addiction once again. Haha. As always Peyton na naman ako. (<a href="http://miraculous.skyefairy.net/?p=56">Eto pa </a>yung mga results nung tinake kong quiz dati)    <img src="http://quizfarm.com//images/110936543814846314.jpg" ="">   <a href="http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=2185N" target="_blank">Which of the One Tree Hill girls are you? (2)</a> created with <a href="http://quizfarm.com" target="_blank">QuizFarm.com</a>   You scored as Peyton SawyerYou're most like Peyton. Congratulations.          Brooke Davis         50%Haley James-Scott         50%Peyton Sawyer         50%Nikki         25%Jules         0%Anna         0%   <img style="visibility: hidden;width: 0px;height: 0px;" src="http://counters.gigya.com/wildfire/IMP/CXNID=2000002.0NXC/bT*xJmx*PTEyMTgwMzcwMDExNTMmcHQ9MTIxODAzNzAxNzYyMiZwPTY5MDgxJmQ9Jm49Jmc9MQ==.gif" border="0" width="0" height="0"> http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/journal/item/54/one_tree_hill_addiction_once_again. Wed, 6 Aug 2008 15:37:00 -0000 confused and resentful. There are so many things that I've been meaning to put into words but lately I've been feeling like I don't have it in me. Ideas have just been stowed away in my mind. Some remain just around the corners of it, but some slip away when given the chance. I probably am having the shittiest moments I have had in the past couple of months, I don't even know what it is that makes it shitty. Maybe it's the monotony of how life has been. Maybe it's my conflicting feelings. It might even be because of these paradoxical tirades that I've been saying over and over again. But whatever it is, I do not feel good about it. Somewhere along the way I have lost sight of what's important and I need to find it again before I lose my own sanity. My heart has turned stone cold when I least expect it. I never wanted it to be like this. But I'm trying to melt this ice. And damn it, I am trying. "Your face has been filed away to be scrutinized later. To be despised, to be loved, to be sought, to be dreamt of." http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/journal/item/53/confused_and_resentful. Wed, 6 Aug 2008 14:16:00 -0000 the lady bug edition. <img class="alignright" src="http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/clandestine/default/ladies_and_gentlemen_the_lady_bug_hood.--large-msg-12163720582.jpg" border="0">I want you to be the lady bug on my head. Wrap your arms around mine. Warmth against warmth. Skin against skin. Love will tear us apart. But this love is what kept us strong. http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/journal/item/52/the_lady_bug_edition. Sun, 3 Aug 2008 23:47:00 -0000 NEW LAYOUT for MIRACULOUS at Skyefairy.net Finally. After a year of having a green layout, I decided to rearrange the form of how my layouts used to look like. I know it might not be intricate as others, but I'm still studying and practicing Web Design. Anyway, here's a screen shot of my website's new layout. If you want to see the actual thing, you're welcomed to drop by the site. Here's the link: <a href="http://miraculous.skyefairy.net">http://miraculous.skyefairy.net</a> So far, I think the layout is compatible with Mozilla Firefox, Internet Explorer, and Opera browsers. If you see some errors or parts of the layout that are not in place kindly notify me. http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/photos/album/31/NEW_LAYOUT_for_MIRACULOUS_at_Skyefairy.net Wed, 30 Jul 2008 13:54:51 -0000 Fast Times at Barrington High *current lss* <a href="http://store.fueledbyramen.com/albumview.asp?idproduct=61048" target="_blank"><img src="http://fueledbyramen.com/theacademyis/fast_times/track_03/imgs/theacademyis_widget_280x180_link.jpg" alt="The Academy Is Preorder Link" margin="0" padding="0" border="0" width="280" height="20"></a> http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/journal/item/51/Fast_Times_at_Barrington_High Sat, 26 Jul 2008 12:48:00 -0000 a poem for you: I loved you first in the winter chills, When your voice was caught by the wind, And the first I heard you say my name, Caught my heart just the same. I loved you first in moonlit skies, Coupled with fair and gentle lullabies, Where everything seemed all too perfect that time, That if I’d die the next day, all would be just fine. I loved you once, but all in vain, The love you had was not the same. The sweetest notes became knives and flames, And I am left with no one to blame. Though it’s all too clear We’ll just never be, I loved you once, And I love you still. http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/journal/item/50/a_poem_for_you Sun, 20 Jul 2008 13:04:00 -0000 It's already been written down like a story book waiting to be read. The little girl with the black hair misses the boy that made her heart (s)well. Just like Rattail misses The Boy with the Thorn in His Side. "behind hatred there's a murderous desire for love." http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/journal/item/49/Its_already_been_written_down_like_a_story_book_waiting_to_be_read. Sat, 19 Jul 2008 14:17:00 -0000 I miss you, Nanay. :') <img src="http://i208.photobucket.com/albums/bb127/iamawishforgotten/nanay.jpg" width="400" height="511" align="center">If there was someone who never got tired to take care of me and listen to what I had to say, that someone had always been you. It has been four years and until now I still haven't gotten over the feeling of grief. Every now and then I keep going back to those times when we still had you with us and no words can fully describe what I feel inside me when I do.Today is your 64th birthday and I couldn't miss you more. I wish you could've stayed with us a bit longer, but all the sappiness aside you will always be the greatest grandmother there ever was. I love you, Nanay and I know that I have been blessed to be your granddaughter. http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/journal/item/48/I_miss_you_Nanay._ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 09:34:00 -0000 current LSS. (kahit na hindi current yung song.) "You Don't Own Me" ni Lesley Gore. I think this was in the 1960's. O di ba. Di nga current. Haha. Kasalanan ni Peter kaya ako na-Lss dyan. :P http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/journal/item/47/current_LSS._kahit_na_hindi_current_yung_song. Sat, 12 Jul 2008 14:40:00 -0000 Wandering aimlessly searching for truth. - Buzznet New Blog Entry at my <a href="http://trishybear.buzznet.com" target="_blank">Buzznet</a>! Finally, nakapagpost ulit ako. http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/links/item/14/Wandering_aimlessly_searching_for_truth._-_Buzznet Sat, 12 Jul 2008 14:35:37 -0000 the sweetest thing. &hearts; I admit that I still don't like how the relationship seemed like a gust of the wind that just went right past—fast and oh so sudden—but this might be just one of the sweetest things I might have heard or seen.<img src="http://i208.photobucket.com/albums/bb127/iamawishforgotten/im_not_sure_any_of_this_is_making_a.jpg" align="center"><blockquote>im not sure any of this is making any sense but thank you for making me want to be a better me for you. - Peter Wentz</blockquote> And I guess sometimes you just have to come to terms with the situation even if you don't really like the way things turned out. I'm just happy that he's finally happy. Because of that, I realized that I, too, can be happy. :) http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/journal/item/46/the_sweetest_thing._hearts Wed, 9 Jul 2008 09:42:00 -0000 The Addict for Dramatics Taken from my <a href="http://trishybear.buzznet.com" target="_blank">Buzznet</a>. The photos were shot last January 1, 2008 with my old camera phone. I miss that phone. http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/photos/album/30/The_Addict_for_Dramatics Wed, 9 Jul 2008 09:26:51 -0000 hymne a l'amour I need to find something that would set my heart http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/journal/item/45/hymne_a_lamour Sun, 6 Jul 2008 08:17:00 -0000 MIRACULOUS at SkyeFairy.Net » There is nothing between us but air. New Blog http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/links/item/13/MIRACULOUS_at_SkyeFairy.Net_raquo_There_is_nothing_between_us_but_air. Fri, 4 Jul 2008 15:12:51 -0000 Narra Christmas Party 2006 From my Buzznet: <a href="http://trishybear-christmasbash.buzznet.com/user/photos/">http://trishybear-christmasbash.buzznet.com/user/photos/</a> http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/photos/album/29/Narra_Christmas_Party_2006 Tue, 1 Jul 2008 12:58:21 -0000 ZERO SYETE » The UPRHS Class of 2007 Batch Forum The UPRHS Class of 2007 Batch Forum has now been revamped! Batchmates, please be informed that the forum rules have been updated so be sure to read them before you post! 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Slowly, the corpse grew stronger and it unlocked the chest with the heart shaped lock where its supressed memories were kept.As the chest was unlocked, out burst the memories that have long been unacknoweldged for some time like when all the evils of mankind escaped from Pandora's Box. It was a winning battle, and soon enough the memories were divulged once more.T... http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/journal/item/44/We_all_become_parodies_of_ourselves. Tue, 24 Jun 2008 12:38:00 -0000 Uprhs2007 Batch forum na hindi na masyadong pinapansin. Haha. Nakakamiss na rin magpost dito. Batchmates! Buhayin natin tong forum na to. Haha. http://iamawishforgotten.multiply.com/links/item/10/Uprhs2007 Mon, 23 Jun 2008 13:35:40 -0000